Petrified

- to be numb or paralyze with astonishment, horror, or other strong emotion -  

I believe there is magic in the world.  Not the kind performed on stage with illusion and slight of hand, though that has a truth of its own, but the kind that occurs in life, in nature and when human experience transends knowledge and explanation. 

It might be a form of mysticism to some, or spirituality to others.  To have experiences is the key to finding it.  And there are means for turning experiences into this magic.  Mediums, channels.  I have found one.

It all starts with doing something that should petrify you.  

Buy an old wood boat!